today was not at all stressful. all thanks 2 mrs rajan. hah! cant believe im like 'thanking' her... but i really think she's realli nice today. talk bout it soon. e math was pathetic as usual. a mah filled me with a lot of confusion. ms yong went real fast bout vestors. haiz. wake up nurul! u gotta catch up. ss went along smoothly, no naggings. the period ended like very fast.
so, now bout eng. mrs rajan was talking bout prom nite, which led to the eng enrichmt thingy, then cest la vie and many other stuff. u wanna noe? ill juz tell anyways... she talked bout eating fruits and vegetables, how independant her yger daughter was..and how she hated her sec sch teachers, namely miss john & mrs gwee. sth like tt lah...she was really not herself juz now... i mean she talked to us. she didnt teach at all today... all we did was laughed. bottomline: it was the other side of her which not many ppl are able to find.
phy remedial was boring..and ended damn early. in the course of the remedial, my dearest fwens frm 4H became a huge distraction as they were erupting into laughter. but wateva. my class was released so much earlier as usual. class ended at 1430, instead of the 1530. cool huh? mr wee gotta do some stuff... tt's y we were out early. supposed to stay back 4 rajan, but the whole class decided not to. hehe... class spirit huh? i dunno wat came over elfi, but he wanted to stay back, when even michelle- the goody2 gal in class didnt want to. haiz... maybe he wants to become rajan's pet...hehe. went home with rash... wenta tm for a while. bought gel 4 my hair- foreva all over the place-, wenta to buy this thing so tt i can put my hp and money and ez link tmr. tmr wearin the ethnic clothings rite...so no pocket to put the stuff. stopped by coffee bean and bought caramel ice blended. then went home.
sorta remembered wat rajan said juz now in class. mostly, everything was crap, but she also talked bout us having high self esteem, as it is very impt. she said tt if we think tt we are beautiful, other ppl will do so too. it all begins with us, i think. coz we gotta have faith in ourselves... gotta have confidence in ourselves, then we can overcome obstacles easily. she said sth bout inner beauty, and not judging someone else by outer looks onli. she is so rite. a lot of ppl nowadays do so... i mean inner beauty is in the inside rite? (duh?) yeah.. so her talk juz now make me feel, gd i think, coz i really am beautiful in some way...hehe. wat i mean is tt i mite not be gd looking, but i can admit tt im not like some bitches out there, who arent even pretty and wanna flaunt sth tt they dun even have. suzie and liya, dun worry, coz im so not referring to u gals. hehe... are looks tt impt? yeah i guess, to a certain extent. but are looks everything? i truly dun think so... u peeps out there surely have diff views.
if someone has a gd heart, honest and not try to fake themselves 4 attention, then i think tt person is beautiful. though i noe no one is perfect and they do have their own flaws, but everyone is special and gorgeous in their unique character. no one has to fake anythin, coz all we have to do is to appreciate ourselves, and onli then ppl will see us as someone who has his/her unique bueaty.
Smashed into pieces at 7/15/2004 04:46:00 PM
The Crushed One
Nurul Syahidah
*frizzylady*
singapore polytechnic
frizzylady@hotmail.com
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